11:13 AM: drawing, music, wow im doing alot

halloween art is planned btw ok thats all

9:17 PM: hi chat i am sick

all it took was one slightly longer than usual weekend

...i also drew again!! it's posted in the art museum.. (art stuff)

9:36 am: expression

..something i physically struggle with. expressing myself physically is just... impossible to me.

other than when i'm busy.. but then i'm paranoid..

..and i suppress a smile when i make one.

...why am i like this..

9:56 am:

everything just keeps repeating im so tired of this cycle

but soon, soon it will break

given enough time..

11:38 am: ..........

i feel an overwhelming amount of emotions

....sorrow suffocates my heart, a more miserable expression shown.

otherwise though i feel comfy somewhat

8:23 AM: fire drill, yesterday's work day, and more

we had a fire drill in the morning (not fun)

..right, yesterday's work

i pretty much unpacked, organized and shelved jeans for the 3 hours

yep

i'll probably get to mess with the website later.. but right now i know very little on how the admin backend works

as for other stuff, games:

tundraspace:

• added 2 worlds
• made.. something... i forgot

and a little side project of my own..

• added a light to sit with instead of only being able to sit with maya
• made lighting changes and improved energy regen and when seated, lowered energy cost when moving
• also added effects for low energy like slower movement at 60% and blurring and darkening at under 40%

7:28 AM: oops im late (results)

interview results:

time: 1 hour and ~20 minutes

tour: yes

comfort: hell yeah

job:

obtained

1:54 PM: !! INTERVIEW DAY !!

Thaaats RIGHTT I HAVE AN INTERVIEW

AND ITS FOR WEB DESIGN

all this HTML work... it's gonna pay off.......

..well, not literally pay off. i don't get money unless the employer wants to; this is co-op, after all.

but i'll have a whole lot of extra experience if i do get the job!

ahh, i feel... not nervous, but rather excited.

will try to remember to update if i get the job!

10:38 AM: slept in a little

slept in until around 8 somethin

i still feel a lil tired..

otherwise though i feel comfy somewhat

9:11 AM: i kinda just wanna get home

bored, tired, sleepy.... waa

unfortunate for me, atleast..

..oh right, uh, voxlblade..

my stone archer build went from like 350 dps to 1.3k.... oopsies

1:48 PM: voxlblade update day! on another note, i'm gOnNNAA LOSE MY MIND

STOP MAKING RANDOM SOUNDS ROLLING A DICE IS NOISY AND ANNOYING

Godddddd i hate it here why do i deal with half my classmates

....Right, voxlblade. Uhm.

My builds are not getting nerfs. They're all recieving buffs. Epic win.

12:10 PM: tired? yes. yes i am.

how the hell do you write a generalized cover letter

this thinking thing is tough......

12:52 PM: the dread is setting in again

...wow i forgot the weight of school on my mental state..

alas.. what am i to do?

10:57 AM: i'm back in THE BUILDING AGAIN RAGHHH

hi its school again

i'm grade 12 now! hell yeah!!

my schedule is funky. spare, math, lunch as usual then.. co-op for the afternoon!

truth be told, i was hoping for co-op in semester one. i'd much rather be cold than hot while working! whew..

anyway, opinions about this school year.. i seem fine with it. we'll see how well that goes.