12:15 PM: happiness, sorrow

i cried last night for atleast 15 minutes.

the fact of my mom continuously taking my phone each night is starting to break me... i can't fix my mind on something.

without something for my mind to focus on, it goes everywhere and it makes me take forever to sleep.

it's a miserable cycle.

but then i feel happy-ish in the morning anyway. all feelings reset; that's how it is.

and yet, i slept in

because those sorrows drowned my mind in that mentality.. i had forgotten to turn my alarm on for the next morning.

and now? my body's sore. all those volunteer hours have my body exhausted from standing for most of it.

it's.. cold, here. my skin is cold to the touch.