12:57 PM: calm
nothing terrible other than being tired
nothing terrible other than being tired
impatience fills me as a sense of hatred grows for the people who dare disturb me.
frustration grows within the soul as things are repeated to me.
and yet...
...exhaustion fills my entire mental state.
another yin and yang to be said
insomnia from the 24-25th night,
sleep-in from the 25-26th night.
yet there is nothing and everything to dream about
hugs to want, alone time to be had. everything and nothing. yin and yang, if you wish to.
isnt it abnormal to have not felt any form of physical contact like a hug from any friends?
i havent been given a hug by friends. ever...
math test that im mildly unprepared for
chat, it's so over
oh yeah canto 8 (part 2) beaten i like lin daiyu they're cooli seem to do things on my own will. in this case, i have prayed on my own choice (now twice) this week.
i have felt significantly better much faster than i would typically so.
now, religion wise, i don't really.. associate with it directly. moreso i do what i want while following the basic principles. like not eating bacon.
speaking of, it's very unhealthy anyway.. and disasterously infectable. so.. it's a good thing, i suppose.
oh yeah canto 8 (part 2) tomorrowevery long weekend i swear to god i get sick
howwwwWWWWWWWWWW
i made golden week depth
yes im late. i will continue to be late
(the next idea is maid depth)oh shoot i should go post it to bluesky actually brb
apparently.. yesterday's frustrations have carried over to today. that's.. abnormal.
is my will finally falling apart? is the medication causing this..?
..ugghhh.. i can't focus anymore.
also i'm drawing depth's secret from maiden & spell (again) (yes for golden week)
(andapparentlymissedmaiddaysothat'snext)
but anyway. i dont feel like sleeping.
okhipeoplewhoactuallyreadmyblog
what if i drew a small comic in the style of another piece of candy
mochi and treat (mochi asking treat to do the golden week thing)
i slept that much time
the dreamer, somn, being insomnia'd...
nothing to show but wants to be given attention..
seems everything is back to normal... atleast in terms of comfy.
i walked two hours my legs burn