12:18 PM: the firebrand calls

we got previews for two of the desert themes for blocktales im afraid

this means me.... making a video with the gang..

12:24 PM: why is it that some were given the role of villain?

one whistle is all it takes to break my focus

it's so agonizing to know its that easy

anyone could break my focus even entirely unintentionally at that and it just causes me more distress than it should be.

7:20 AM: oh yeah here's the link for that thing below

peak is here

11:25 AM: i'm making peak and nobody can stop me

hit game "don quixote is plentiful" gets updates, many cry at the sight of peak

10:03 AM: meanwhile, in the powerfit health classroom...

bandlab stuff: not only can i embed songs, i can embed..

PLAYLISTS!!!

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meanwhile i'm procrastinating on my actual assignment

i wonder if i can also embed youtube videos hold on let me try that

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..yes, yes i can, neat!

but it does add quite the loading time to the page... hm. maybe i'll put future ones into a new part of the site.

1:58 PM: bandlab shenanigans

..so apparently, they give you a link when you publish a song to embed into websites. so...

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neat..?

(2:01 PM) yeah, it's infact neat.

(2:19 PM) infact, take another

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9:15 AM: medication week 2

currently i have noticed not many changes, although my confidence seems up. maybe that's natural though

anyway, im cooking music.

1:53 PM: math: the trigonometry war

oh the horror

(it's still easy)

i did start that drawing from yesterday's ideas in additon. it's looking great so far..

12:21 PM: bwa 2

drawing ideas..

a completed code task..

yeees... it all comes together.

1:15 PM: oh the horror

math exam. probably did well. head hurts and it was 5 minutes spent past the bell just to finish it

also had to ahab about one question seeking the answer in the most brute force way

is it ethical to have done so? no. but it works! and additionally, oh god no unit 5 is trigonometry LEAVE ME ALONE TRIANGLES PLEASE

3:45 PM: i was too focused i forgot to update

in other words: holy shit that helped me SO much i feel AWESOME i got SHIT DONE awawwaawawawa......

6:59 AM: medication

trying something for the first time to see if that helps me focus

we'll see how it goes

1:28 PM: somnian dreams...

i dreamt of something whilst listening to an unexpected assembly about colleges.

NC.. close to water. imagine walking on the waterfront with classmates at night..

in a place where nobody knows me, i could be free to start again my interactions..

..assuming i'd live there, of course.

it would be..

..it would be so nice.

i can hear emerald lakeside playing in my head if i were to stand there.

the dreamer continues to dream, endlessly, limitlessly...

refusing to suffocate in the sea of the mind..

5:49 PM: math test mark and other stuff

41/50 on my math test :fire:

i feel.. hm..

i feel oddly tired.

1:53 PM: math test done

bwaaaa

it was infact: easy!~

12:47 PM: math test in 13

supposedly, this math test is going to be an easy one. will it? probably not.

midnight in the backstreets blasting in my eats (nocturnal sweeping sweepers (part 1))

all because uhh

i havent really studied all that much to be honest with yall

8:28 AM: A looming sense of dread...

as more and more noise is made seemingly randomly, i cant help but feel watched.

admist the noise, someone, somewhere is watching

6:56 PM: wega's challenge (the idol) updated

it's..

it's.. peak...

theres a whole lap 2 mechanic and jumping around and stuff and the gameplay just flows so nice now...

11:59 AM: *yawn*

10:56 AM: agony in terms of coding

so turns out, im not actually.. good at coding for a competition. uhm... yeah.

11:16 AM: giving my friend a quiz that's evil

chat he doesnt know

"god i fucking wish" me to him saying long socks (I WANT THIGH HIGHS RAGHHH)

hes so dumb its funny and lovable but not that way no

bwa

8:55 AM: weird schedule today

the schedule:

~1:40 long music class

1:05 long other classes

preview thing at 9:20 AM

so yeah pretty weird

12:12 PM: It's so much fun, leaving re-al-i-ty behind~

shopping trip 2!! bought myself a skirt and a bra that would hide easier and fit nicer

while trying on the skirt i felt SO amazing in it oh my GOD

this is what feeling pretty feels like hmhmm~

cute and shy thats meeee

7:26 AM: i slept well for once!

and imaginarily snuggled with a friend

i wonder if that helped..

she'd probably hope so!

2:03 PM: don't control me.

don't acknowledge me. ignore me. control me only when i ask it.

i do not need to be told to put my phone away by someone equal to me. the teacher? fine, i'll put it away. but if you're a student in my class and part of the people i resent by default/with reason, shut it. friends only. shut. your. mouth.

....god i hate this mf called henry

thinks he's so special. takes the teacher's chair instead of a normal chair. not deserving of that chair. nobody deserves it in this class.

8:23 AM: wow i feel like shit and the day has barely started

frusturated, yearning, tired and bored all at the same time

i slept a grand total of: (maybe) one hour

4:28 PM: wow im still shy

thats all

11:31 AM: it was fine

it was infact, fine

i also got a bunch of money from friends so yayyyyyy

11:32 AM: DONT LEAVE ME HERE

CAMMM YOU WERE SUPPOSTED TO NOT BE BUSY

YOU CANT JUST LEAVE ME WITH SMILEY PLEASE

ITS GONNA BE SO FUCKING AWKWARD ITS GONNA LOOK LIKE THE AVERAGE AWKWARD FIRST DATE

CAMM!!!!!! RELEASE ME!!!!!!!!!

9:40 AM: BIRTHDAY!!!

is my birthday... yay ..

random fact i remembered: i share a birthday with tem.. thats neat ..

1:57 PM: testing stuff

i learnt some more html so i wanna see if i can just

change text color in theory..

(attempt 6, im convinced i cant)

7:51 PM: its not an april fools post

they're trying to push the religion onto me now..

..i cannot care. do not assimilate me into something i dislike.

religion this, religion that...

if god had wanted to prove a point, he would send down a bolt of lightning upon me himself to prove a point.