12:18 PM: the firebrand calls
we got previews for two of the desert themes for blocktales im afraid
this means me.... making a video with the gang..
we got previews for two of the desert themes for blocktales im afraid
this means me.... making a video with the gang..
one whistle is all it takes to break my focus
it's so agonizing to know its that easy
anyone could break my focus even entirely unintentionally at that and it just causes me more distress than it should be.
peak is here
hit game "don quixote is plentiful" gets updates, many cry at the sight of peak
bandlab stuff: not only can i embed songs, i can embed..
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meanwhile i'm procrastinating on my actual assignment
i wonder if i can also embed youtube videos hold on let me try that
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..yes, yes i can, neat!
but it does add quite the loading time to the page... hm. maybe i'll put future ones into a new part of the site...so apparently, they give you a link when you publish a song to embed into websites. so...
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neat..?
(2:01 PM) yeah, it's infact neat.
(2:19 PM) infact, take another
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currently i have noticed not many changes, although my confidence seems up. maybe that's natural though
anyway, im cooking music.
oh the horror
(it's still easy)
i did start that drawing from yesterday's ideas in additon. it's looking great so far..
drawing ideas..
a completed code task..
yeees... it all comes together.
math exam. probably did well. head hurts and it was 5 minutes spent past the bell just to finish it
also had to ahab about one question seeking the answer in the most brute force way
is it ethical to have done so? no. but it works! and additionally, oh god no unit 5 is trigonometry LEAVE ME ALONE TRIANGLES PLEASE
in other words: holy shit that helped me SO much i feel AWESOME i got SHIT DONE awawwaawawawa......
trying something for the first time to see if that helps me focus
we'll see how it goes
i dreamt of something whilst listening to an unexpected assembly about colleges.
NC.. close to water. imagine walking on the waterfront with classmates at night..
in a place where nobody knows me, i could be free to start again my interactions..
..assuming i'd live there, of course.
it would be..
..it would be so nice.
i can hear emerald lakeside playing in my head if i were to stand there.
the dreamer continues to dream, endlessly, limitlessly...
refusing to suffocate in the sea of the mind..
41/50 on my math test :fire:
i feel.. hm..
i feel oddly tired.
bwaaaa
it was infact: easy!~
supposedly, this math test is going to be an easy one. will it? probably not.
midnight in the backstreets blasting in my eats (nocturnal sweeping sweepers (part 1))
all because uhh
i havent really studied all that much to be honest with yallas more and more noise is made seemingly randomly, i cant help but feel watched.
admist the noise, someone, somewhere is watching
it's..
it's.. peak...
theres a whole lap 2 mechanic and jumping around and stuff and the gameplay just flows so nice now...
so turns out, im not actually.. good at coding for a competition. uhm... yeah.
chat he doesnt know
"god i fucking wish" me to him saying long socks (I WANT THIGH HIGHS RAGHHH)
hes so dumb its funny and lovable but not that way no
bwa
the schedule:
so yeah pretty weird
shopping trip 2!! bought myself a skirt and a bra that would hide easier and fit nicer
while trying on the skirt i felt SO amazing in it oh my GOD
this is what feeling pretty feels like hmhmm~
cute and shy thats meeee
and imaginarily snuggled with a friend
i wonder if that helped..
she'd probably hope so!
don't acknowledge me. ignore me. control me only when i ask it.
i do not need to be told to put my phone away by someone equal to me. the teacher? fine, i'll put it away. but if you're a student in my class and part of the people i resent by default/with reason, shut it. friends only. shut. your. mouth.
....god i hate this mf called henry
thinks he's so special. takes the teacher's chair instead of a normal chair. not deserving of that chair. nobody deserves it in this class.
frusturated, yearning, tired and bored all at the same time
i slept a grand total of: (maybe) one hourthats all
it was infact, fine
i also got a bunch of money from friends so yayyyyyy
CAMMM YOU WERE SUPPOSTED TO NOT BE BUSY
YOU CANT JUST LEAVE ME WITH SMILEY PLEASE
ITS GONNA BE SO FUCKING AWKWARD ITS GONNA LOOK LIKE THE AVERAGE AWKWARD FIRST DATE
CAMM!!!!!! RELEASE ME!!!!!!!!!
is my birthday... yay ..
random fact i remembered: i share a birthday with tem.. thats neat ..i learnt some more html so i wanna see if i can just
change text color in theory..
(attempt 6, im convinced i cant)
they're trying to push the religion onto me now..
..i cannot care. do not assimilate me into something i dislike.
religion this, religion that...
if god had wanted to prove a point, he would send down a bolt of lightning upon me himself to prove a point.